A
week ago I would have summed up my condition in one word - exhausted!
Exhausted everyday and in every way, but this week, thanks to the encouragement of a dear friend who has become my cheerleader, I can
truly say that everyday in every
way, I'm getting better and better. I still go to cardio-rehab through
one of the local hospitals three days per week. I started the program
in April and will graduate Friday. While there I push my body to the
max toward rebuilding strength and endurance. The guys give me a hard
time telling me that I'm making them look bad. At home I do pretty much
the same thing. Last week I was wheeling a pickaxe to break through
our rock laced soil in order to dig an 18-inch deep trench to plant
shrubs. My strength and muscles are slowly returning, but my endurance
has a way to go. I do something, then rest, do something, then rest. This means I'm slow but given enough time I do get stuff done. All this work to improve my body comes at the expense of
my mind. My minimal mental energy doesn't accomplish much more than
writing the grocery list, thumbing through magazines, and playing word
games with my husband. Even "doing" Facebook seems overwhelming to me. After completing the rehab program this week, I'll still
be working out at a gym a couple of days a week through the Silver Sneaker program supported by my health insurance
company, but my physical focus will be running,
walking at first, one mile up that mountain road in an effort to reach
my "Rocky moment." My mental focus will be to catch up on long overdue
answers to emails, messages, letters, and this blog.
My heart was broken and I got it fixed. This is my journey through open heart surgery and the following sucky months of recovery. I'll continue blogging until this old body of mine is strong enough to run a mile up a mountain road to claim my "Rocky moment."
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
DAYS 126-147 Recovery
Sunday, July 8, 2012
DAYS 109-125 Recovery
Like parts wearing out on an aging automobile, an aging body's needs escalate as the years pile on. During the past couple of weeks I've been making the rounds of the offices of a gastroenterologist for an endoscopy and colonoscopy, a periodontist for a dental implant, and a neurological surgeon to determine the source of neck and head pains. These areas have needed attention for quite some time but had to wait until my heart was in better condition. I'm hoping for the day that I'll have all my body parts in good working order and can put an end to medical appointments crowding my calendar. Is that too much to hope for?
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