Monday, September 17, 2012

DAYS 192-195 RECOVERY

It hasn't been a full 4 days since my ankle injury and already cabin fever has set in.  Being such an outdoors person, it's killing me that I can't get outside to take advantage of this prime time in autumn to work in the gardens, tend my animals, maintain our property, paint some buildings, and party in and around Asheville. I don't have to sit here all day staring at the same four walls because I do have plenty of indoor projects to do, but I was saving those for the winter season when working outdoors isn't an option.  Things don't always go as planned, and sometimes I feel they NEVER go as planned, so I'll put a smile on my face and carry on.  If I can bring on the inspiration, I can use this valuable time to focus on writing and who knows, maybe finish the two books I was working on at the time of our son's death.
 
Fortunately the bone in my ankle was only broken and not displaced, so surgery wasn't required.  I'm wearing a big black Transformer super hero looking boot, but I'm not feeling very super nor very heroish since  I'm still in quite a bit of pain. The pain meds are either ineffective or they cause nausea leading to vomiting.  I can't afford to lose any of the eight pounds I've gained since heart surgery.  I've been hobbling around on crutches the past three days.  Crutches get me around and maybe once I master them I'll be able to do more, but for right now stairs and maneuvering around our mountain side is a big no-no.  The biggest drawback to crutches is not having a free hand so I can't carry much of anything from place to place.  Using them aids me in maintaining my upper body strength and is a practice in balance.  After bashing my arm and head into the countertop yesterday, I'd say I have to do a lot more work on perfecting the balance thing. 

Once my ankle heals, the docs tell me it will be a full two months, I'm going to be more wary of those slippery slopes. 

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